Monday, January 22, 2007
was talking to boss awhile ago. and he was saying that he hopes we can all hold on together. from caw all the way to foc. cos there are so much plans and so much good coming out of everything. and this song came to me.
If We Hold On TogetherDon't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I
how true. how very true. the lyrics only struck out to me when boss was talking to me bout all of us having to hold on together. alot of us are feeling tired and feeling sian and some losing the adrenaline. but as long as we hold on together, our dream for caw and for rally will never die and will come through. it might not turn out the way we want it to. but as least it wont die away. because we wanna bring the light to everyone in the darkness. including ourselves. because serving and doing His work brings the light into our own darkened lives. so to all my darlings out there, who are burdened and bogged down by service work for the Almighty, don't lose your way with each passing day because you've come so far in saying yes to Him and come so far in planning and serving Him. lets hold on together and make caw the best there ever is! hugg. loveloves.
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10:25:00 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
was feeling really sian. and i guess i probably still am. but i dont feel as terrible as i felt just now. thankyou pig for that nice talk. even though it only cheered me in the last half an hour of the conversation. hahaha i think we must argue and fight more lor. sure happy and cheer up one. hahaha. but in any case, thanks. =)
struggling to read my readings for last week's historical variation lect since i missed it and i havent watched last yr's webcast. maybe i might just end up sleeping early tonight. hmm
i have tons of readings to do. quite tempted to go school early to do my readings. quite tempted but just very lazy. talk bout the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak man. mine is bloody weak. sigh
oh i
finally bought myself a nice nice pair of spectacles! my mummy bought for me! hehehe. so nice right? i look quite different since its quite different from the usual kind of frames i wear. just hoping that i look fine so i can stop wearing my contacts so often and be able to wear my glasses to school esp during term time.
and ah i did some new year shopping today. so quite happy bout it =))
and shit. i need to lose weight. and go to the gym. need to have the time. hai
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11:59:00 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
RARRRRRR.
im in a bitchy mood. feel like bitching and ranting. arghh. feeling arghhh also.
think its the pms. thats why im feeling like this these days.
sorry folks if my tone wasnt too nice to u all. im trying very hard to hold my tongue and my tones.
probably thats why im in a more sian mood these days. sorry to you all out there whom i dont seem like i wanna continue talking or sustaining a conversation. i really do wanna talk. its just that im busy and in the i-dont-feel-like-talking-mood these days. so once my mood passes, u know ill hound u all again -winks-
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11:57:00 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
haha finally im actually feeling the inspiration to blog.
just got off the phone with kelv and it was really a great conversation. staff (?) in confidence huh? =)) heheh. and we were talking bout cgs and all that also. and its true that its because of cg last sem that i made two really good friends. and i mean, friends that i can share stuff about, that i can talk to to wee hours of the morning/night, friends that i can whine to and haha just friends like what kelv says.. where we become staff in confidence. (shit im picking up damn alot of army terms. this is so
not good.) but yes yes, to the two out there (you two know who you are) , im so thankful to be able to really know you all better. hugg =)
im sick again. dammit. and i was hoping that i could prolong my un-sick period since everyone realised that its been quite some time since i last fell ill. -_- crap man. had another gastric attack just now. looks like my stomach is really quite weak. sigh. but no worries, i have been sleeping alot today, staying home to really rest and not bothering bout anything else cept rest. hopefully i can recover soon.
and rally's progressing rather well. hahah i think i saw kelv everyday last week lor. cept sunday la. but wah, its quite horrendous the number of meetings we had last week. haii talk about a race against time man. but its going quite smoothly so far and im thankful for the friendships that has been bonded from this comm. =))
im damn behind in my readings. shit i really need to catch up. and i
want to catch up. its something that i really want to do and do well in. i hope i dont fall behind too badly. studies and rest. need to factor in that two into my really crazy schedule too.
anyway. ok i should go rest. rest rest rest.
nights guys. =)
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12:32:00 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
the past two weeks has been
crazy. crazily busy. i have been having meetings everyday for the last 6 days. in school everyday even though i've got free days on weds and fri (at least for now) and sleeping late almost everyday. i finally had a really really good and long sleep last night. =) and i went to the upper room at st. berns on yesterday. was really nice busking in the presence of the blessed sacrament. =) i would like to appeal for all you out there reading my blog to really keep the upcoming caw and the rally in your prayers.
somehow or another i just dont have that inspiration to blog. dont know whether its because im too tired. but i want to put everything down, write everything down, but i just cant find that inspiration to do it.
but i must say, co-heading with kelvin for rally has been damn fun la. hahaha i pity that poor guy, kena totally embarrassed by me. hahah but it has been great. plus having carol and boss on the team. i think this experience really brought us four closer together. and im thankful for this experience. thankful for such wonderful people working together with us. and thankful for the entire rally team. think the whole team is just amazing. =) hugg.
think the tired-ness getting to me man. everyone says that i look stressed and tired. and yep, i am feeling tired but not so much stress. although i
really want to keep up with my readings and my work. and for once, i actually feel that drive to study and keep up with work. i just hope the drive doesnt die out and procrastination doesnt take over. but yes, im simply running on adrenaline and i really thank God for giving me this never-ending supply of energy to do things. to be arts head, to be rally cohead, to be a teacher, to be a friend, to reach out to people, to be a daughter, to be a sister, and to be crazy and bouncy, yet able to have that energy to sit down in quiet time to pray and spend time with God. i dont know what ill do if God didnt give me that strength and energy man. i think ill probably be half-dead by now. but really man, God is good. He really is good. =)
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11:40:00 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
havent been blogging. been busy. and tired. lots to talk bout. lots to mention. lots to record down in case my ever failing memory fails me. and lots to tell especially for those people who reads my blog constantly (which i know alot of you do because my sitemeter monitors!) and yah. lots to get out of my chest also. but sometimes you just cant find the inspiration to blog. because you are just simply sleepy or caught up with too many things thats going on in your life.
im feeling super sleepy now. but its only 8pm and i cant sleep now. not when i have to settle alot of things and talk to kelv about rally stuff.
will blog soon. and will keep you all updated soon.
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7:31:00 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
its the start of the new year. and im glad that i spent the first few moments of 2007 with my family. haha it was something new for us man. we went to watch stranger than fiction at thecathay in the night and because the movie ended just 15mins before the clock struck midnight, we hung around outside thecathay to usher in the new year with the people who were hanging around there too. something different from what we usually do and the only enjoyable part bout it is that we were with each other. haha -shrugs- ah well.
2007. a new year. with new expectations. new happenings. new events. new friends. and a new journey with God. and of course, new resolutions. i must say that i never had the habit of making resolutions because i never keep them. but there's only one resolution that im going to have that im going to try my very best to keep it. and that is, trusting God fully, doing His will rather than mine, and letting go and letting God. sounds like three huh. hahah i realised after writing it down but essentially its just one.
faith is the word man. my 2007 resolution is to be faithful to God. for it is when im faithful to Him and do His work, letting Him do what He needs to do and doing what i need to do, that everything else will be taken care of. for no matter what comes along, i know He will take care of everything. =))
anyway.
HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE!! may the new year be a blessed, blissful and fulfilling one for you all out there! =))
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11:50:00 PM
