Friday, December 23, 2005
and i stayed home to bake today! super proud of myself! baked chocolate cream pie with oreo crust and it looks super good. shall post the pictures of it once its ready! grins. melly darling came over to help me out. i just hope it tastes as good as it smells and looks. (:
budak concert on sun was fantastic as usual. just that poor papa lost his voice and didnt sound too good. but we still love his voice regardless. crowd was horrible though. no cheering and laughing for them. so super dead. not like the crowd we usually get at blue moo. bah. by the way, budak released their latest album. a compilation of their favourite songs and also some of their newer hit songs! called assorted nuts, it cost only $20 and is really worth buying. so go get it now!!
and i went caroling with mm yesterday also. at assisi home and hospice. singing with them was actually fun. heh. and the thing that touched me the most was this man who was one of the patients there. bed-ridden i think. we went into his room and asked him whether we could carol for him and he said yes. after singing a few songs for him, we asked if he was a catholic. he answered no but said he believed in all religions. so we went on asking whether it was ok if we said a short prayer for him. and so we did. saying our father in chinese (cos he was chinese speaking) and after the prayer, he teared. that really touched me alot. it really felt really nice to know that we are able to do stuff for these people.
oh finally. st.francis xavier's youth choir is really not bad. sounded good. musical was great. and their soloists are fantastic. esp the girl that sang solo during the musical. cheryl i think if i didnt get her name wrong. super great. im super impressed. and super gian now. i really really wanna sing. and perform. and sing with a bunch of people who loves to sing, know what they doing and simply enjoy choral singing. really miss being around people like that. haii. well. next sem.. nus choir here i come! (:
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11:07:00 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
half true only. well. my handwriting looks like crap here.
anyway. been a tiring week. been waking up late for the past 3 days. simply just cannot drag myself out of bed. but im a happy girl today. finally after 2 weeks, i actually spent time watching tv at home just now! things that people take for granted is actually a pleasure for me tonight. haii. oh well. hols are coming to an end. and im have had a crazzzy december. ah just looking forward to finish my hectic schedule and having free days to nuah at home and spend quality time with xiang. yup.
anyway. shall blog another day. dont feel like talking much. ta.
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12:00:00 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005
yessss! this is the holidays and we few great ones are not meeting up!! we must meet up! you me adel yon and mel.
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11:38:00 PM
tmr caroling! -crosses my fingers- hopefully things will turn out well. no out of tune blahblah. and hopefully i can find nice black skirts and tops tmr. bah. hate last-min shopping. wish me luck!
css retreat 2005. fantastic. (:
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11:22:00 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
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12:55:00 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
had a wonderful night just now. been long since we really just spend time together walking and talking and just, u know, simply spending good time together alone. considering the fact that we'll prob not be able to spend time again till budak concert itself on the 18th since im away for retreat next week. and he's busy working also. so im thankful for just now. (:
anyway. i wanted to blog about something funny. i forgot what it was. i was telling xiang just now that i had to blog about it.. and that both of us could blog about it. but. ah. being the short-term memory me, of course i forgot what i wanted to blog about.
by the way. there was this really interesting encounter that we had while we were at tcc. this group of 8 pple came in, consisting of 6 guys and 2 girls.. xiang noticed that the 2 girls looked a lil sian... but anyway, they all sat down and ordered their drinks. so happened that this 3rd girl came into tcc with her bf and was the 2 girls' friend. the 2 girls said hi to the 3rd girl and her bf and the interesting thing was they simply just migrated over to the 3rd girl's table and sat there talking. left their bags at their table and sat there talking to the 3rd girl and her bf. not only that, they even moved their drinks over to the 3rd girl's table. and the other group of guys were like just sitting there stoning, not really talking much. and xiang pointed that out to me. and he added that well, if anyone would have seen their friends they would just have said hi, maybe talked for awhile and moved back to the group that they were originally with. but this 2 girls just remained permanently there. it showed that they were really not having fun with their original group. xiang pointed out that the 3rd girl's bf happened to be better looking than the other 6 groups from the 2 girls' original group. and if the original group had just one guy who was better looking, better dressed and carried himself better, the 2 girls might have not migrated over to 3rd girl's table. is that true? hm. but i had to agree that the 3rd girl's bf really carried himself better than the other 6 guys. better dressed and better looking. not that looks really matter. or rather to me lah. but to xiang, he feels that looks count to some extent. ah well. food for thought.
nus's module exercises are driving me nuts! its both good and horrendous having to plan your darn timetable. bidding is starting in another 2/3 weeks. argh. stressful period coming again. sucks bidding for modules. and having the system break down on us. and now this module preference thing not helping. why must the modules that we all want clash during the exam timetable?! argh. driving me nuts.
aiyah. dont want to think. im gonna sleep. hah.
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12:35:00 AM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
anyway. met korkor for breakfast this morning! haha. his hair looks horrendous this morning by the way. but yeah. it was really good sibling-bonding time. missed talking to him and all.
also met my lovely girls today.. its always nice to really just have a bitch outing. as usual, adel and mel will gang up and bully me. but well. after 7 years of knowing them, anyone will have to get used to it. haha. but seriously speaking, the year is coming to an end. and next year ill probably have stuck with them for the last 8 years. and boy am i glad and thankful for their presence in my life. these lovely lovely lovely crescent darlings: adel mel loi fia dionne. i love you all u know? (:
i just realised lots of things. things change and evolve with time and place and circumstances. i kinda miss the way i was last year.. after the shitty period that is. and i miss the way my spiritual life was last year. this year may not be the most happening year since my years are usually filled with many many things and events that happened. but this year is the year im most unhappy with myself. i mean, now that i look back and think. maybe its because of the situations and things that happened along the way that made me the way i was.. but i guess its really because my spiritual life is really at its lowest. crappy stinky steph results in a crappy stinky spiritual life. and i fake you not. i've been really horrid. by the way, class95 is playing really nice songs now. anyway. yeah. i really feel i've been really horrid. so much for living out my 2005 new year resolution of being a better and nicer person. horrid. i need to go for confession. too much sins. just too much. cant wait for retreat to come. there is sure to be a reconciliation night. for the non-catholics, reconciliation is confession night. yeah. reconc night. i think ill probably be able to feel better only after it. too much bad stuff.
oh well. enough horrid stuff for the morning. i better sleep soon.
and ah. before that. im sorry yeah. really i am.
and class95 is really playing really good music at this time. all my favourite songs.
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1:57:00 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
im sick. again. for the ten thousandth time. terrible. must have caught the bug from either my sis or bernard. bahh. i understand wad some of them meant when ur whole trashbin is filled with tissues tissues and more tissues. but at least im thankful that i didnt fall sick during the exam.. though its super sian to fall sick immediately after ur exams. crap.
anyway. yesterday was a lovely day. spent the whole afternoon with xiang. harry potter was.. not too bad. though they cut super alot of parts.. but i still enjoyed the movie. of course lah. if i could cry when cedric diggory died i must have been really engrossed in it right? so paiseh lorh. haha. think im the only sua-ku to have cried when he died. bah. haha. and even though xiang claims its not really a good show and that hes still not a harry potter fan.. but haha he was really keen in reading the half-blood prince. haha. so silly lah darling. hugs.
mel came over to my place after her last paper. haha. think she miss being the regular visitor to my hse man. haha. but sorry i wasnt a good host man. the flu's really getting to me.
started work back with boss today. haha. everyone at office was really shocked to see me lah. they were like.. "aeeh how come u came back again?" haha. some thought i was dionne the rest just were shocked lah. haha. ah well. good to be back working there. though i would really rather have slept at home today and rested. but nah. its ok. celebrated with xiang today after work! (: had been a really tough month the whole of nov. but we survived thru it.. really glad though i was really pigheaded. hugs. thank you for everything darling. love you. (:
anyway. its dec alr. and i have a darn long list of schedule for the month. go look at my dec schedule on the main page of my blog.. horrendously packed. so book me if u wanna go out with me fast and soon! (: i start school on the second week on jan.. so we can still go out then if i cant squeeze anything out in dec.. (:
and yes. i gotta start on my 2005 reflections soon.
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