Saturday, July 23, 2005
im
tired.
had a busy busy week. slept late, woke up early and had long days. talk abt being tired. but well. its the last week of 'free' time before sem starts. after sem starts.. well who knows whats going to happen.
anyway. dance class was great. a little sad that it has ended already. never knew social dance was that fun. now i really wanna learn salsa man. bet that would be fun too.
hah. woke up like 715 this morning to go marketing with my uncle. he brought me to buy crabs from this supermarket at woodlands. the crabs there are definitely much cheaper than the ones in the wet market near my house. and haha. well, if anyone is interested, i can cook black pepper crabs alr! haha. i learnt it today. was really fun and surprisingly quite managable. and the crabs tasted really good! haha. but preparing 15 crabs was seriously tough. difficult and
disgusting. yeah disgusting is the word. imagine, my uncle had to kill 15 crabs, and we had to split the crabs open by removing their shells, and i had to
dig out all the lungs (is that what u call them?) and their internal organs which is like yellow in colour and gooey and really smelly. was really darn gross lah. but other than that, heh cooking crabs was really quite fun. at least i can cook that if anyone's gonna come over to my place. =)
yesterday's budak was great! as usual lah. ahah. michelle (adel's fren) was really amused by budak and kept laughing and laughing throughout the entire performance. heh. cant wait for the next budak session at blue moo. stay tune to their blog for details on their next performance!
my darling girl. i hope you're fine. you noe we're always here. and you noe i love you. hugs
i have a million things to do. argh no time. always happens.
steph craptaculated at
9:58:00 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
mmm. just realised tht its been some time since i last blogged. well, school's starting soon. im having this whole mixture of feelings in me. feelings of happiness, fear, nervousness, eagerness and many others that i really can't put down in words. i mean, i am really happy that school's starting soon. it sucks working lah. and i mean, its a new phase in my life, meeting new pple, learning new stuff, getting involved in new activities... but yet at the same time, there's this feeling of fear and reluctance. the fear is probably pre-school jitters. like whether im going to be able to bid and get the modules i want, whether ill get the timetable that i want, whether ill be able to adapt to the new system of learning which is so very different from whatever that i've been through before, whether ill be able to fit in in school.. and the reluctance... i bet u all are really going to be surprised at whatever im going to say. im somehow reluctant to make new friends. i dont know whether its the fear of fitting in thats stopping me or what. maybe im reluctant to so-called socialize because im sitting perfectly well within my comfort zone and im not willing to move out of it. sigh. i really want to get out of this reluctancy. its disturbing me quite badly, considering the fact that im not exactly the kind of person not to mix and all. yeah i just wanna get out of this 'mood' that im having.
anw. that aside. went to sentosa yesterday. crap. rained like cats and dogs yesterday and we were all caught in the rain. drenched to the skin man. but it was fun! besides the
stupid headache that i had due to the rain which literally spoilt the rest of my day, it was really fun. haha honestly these pple are crazy! we were taking the tram from siloso beach to palawan beach when the rain started. and we started throwing rain water at each other from across the trams! haha. we were sitting in opposite trams and a war started between the girls and two guys. haha has to be daniel and aron i tell u. haha really funny and fun. cant wait till the next gathering at gerald's place! haha.
mmm i miss my bitches. we should meet up soon. and
adel im not a horrid spender! haha. just spending on ppl around me =) grins. if u realised lah. haha
reuben teong renhao aka korkor! i miss u! u
so better meet up with me and come for mass again! hugs.
oh.argh dance class is ending soon. sad. i wanna learn more dances. =(
steph craptaculated at
5:40:00 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
the week has been great.spent quality time recuperating and slacking at home.unpacking and just simply slacking.and not forgetting, meeting my darling bitches.every single bitch outing has been great! i love u all dearly.thanks for everything.meet up soon k? of course.the unforgettable foc follow-up.tt was simply marvellous.heh honestly.i tell u.the guys in the grp are insane! haha.they're really crazy..! haha.cant wait for the nxt time the grp meets up! heh.
anw.choir tml.dunno what to expect.hmm hope
you are fine.
i wanna watch fantastic four soon!
steph craptaculated at
8:40:00 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
mm looks like the ppl around me are going thru some rough times of their own. well. take care dearies. u all noe im still here noe. i mean though i may be busy smtimes or rather alot of times.. but u all noe i still love u all very much. we'll really meet up soon. hopefully soon. =)
crap. maybe, just maybe i shldnt have left the starhub job so soon. just maybe. but im really quite broke. waiting for the nxt pay to come in. after tt wont be tht bad i guess.
mm anw today's prac didnt exactly go really smooth if i may put it tht way. mm smtimes ppl shld just like think abt wads going on and why they're there and whether they shld be there. mmm politically sensitive. shall not go into details.
yes yes
adel. bitch outing tues? haha. hugs
yay. foc follow up on weds. heh fun. cant wait. but no dance class cos of it =(
anw. better go. ta.
steph craptaculated at
9:53:00 PM
