Wednesday, May 25, 2005
updates updates.
shifted into my new place for abt 2wks plus already. honestly its not too bad. cos well i have my own room and all that. but crap. try taking the train home and watching everyone else get off the train before u. or walking home alone really late at night. ( hmm this pt is cos back at my old place there's
always pple walking home with me no matter how late as long as the train is still working.) and having lots and lots of corners and pillars at the lift lobby of my new flat. crap man. freaking scary esp when the place is really really quiet. and the corridor leading to my flat. really scary. argh. i guess i really gotta learn to get used to it. esp the quietness and scariness of my flat. tough man. considering the fact i took 3 yrs to develop the courage to even walk home by myself at my old place. bad phobia. bah
anw. went for the acjc chorale concert at the esplanade the other night. was not too bad. alumni choir sounded real good. the acjc choir was not too bad either. though i expected better. prob cos of how everyone has been saying how good and how marvelous they are. prob thats why. anw i have to say they're really good cos they sang their entire repertoire with only a tuning fork. crap. thats really not easy lah. and they were hardly or even never out of tune. so really good lah. wahh i miss singing! crap. miss having long practices and standing for 2 hrs straight singing. sigh.
after the concert was simply... memorable. really sweet and really surprising though. i almost melted. gee anw enough abt tht.
adel!! i stay super near u now!! i can meet u at woodlands pt or cck pt!! haha. ill call u soon man. missed u super super much!
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5:03:00 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
sigh.really dont know how to express how im feeling at this point of time.im finally shifting tml..after much delay and adjustment to the date.not that im very pleased abt it.den again.im not upset abt it but yet i am upset.this is wad i mean when i mentioned that i dont know how to express how i feel at this point in time.shifting is a good thing for me.esp everyone who noes me and have been over to my place.no privacy is the first thing on my list.well, shifting is good.cos i finally get my own room after 5 years of tolerating and sacrificing my privacy.i can decorate my own room..do wad i want to the room, and even talk late into the night or rather early in the night without having to worry that anyone would be listening to my conversations.thats definitely a plus point. but yet at the same time, i guess i really dont wanna move from my place now.super convenient.everyone's around my area.all my friends are here. church is here. and yet im gonna havta shift so far away from everyone else. maybe its time for me to make a new start in my life. make new friends. get to noe new pple. have new neighbours. adapt to new environment. yet its difficult for me to let go of everything that i have had in my place. so much memories. just too much.
adel loi fia mel : you guys were prob the first few ppl to actually come over to my place when i first shifted here 5 yrs back. loi & fia, rem our sec1 yr end project where we came over to my place to do the light proj? that was memorable. adel, our frog project tog with my freak accident was at my place also? =) mel, dont need to say.everyone noes u're a regular customer to my place.haha u obviously noe where i hide my orange feather thing. and yes. my 14th birthday celebration! ill nvr forget tht! we really had so much fun. =) and the staying over in sec2 also if im not wrong, right loi & adel? heh.ohh and the studying times we had over at my place with clarice.haha going crazy over layla kaylif's shakespeare in love while we were studying for r&j last time.and mel.all those extra times u spent over at my place. being silly. singing and watching barry manilow. =) and studying for As. and playing the piano. with clarice. =) gee memories.
council : well all those times over at my place also. studying. some of u lah.. like mat, mel, loke, halim, alan, des. and last time shiawyan. how can i forget. and the xmas thing at my place with the seniors! =) and also, we had some other gathering at my place and u all were watching finding nemo.wad occasion was tht huh? i forgot.think it was to celebrate after promos. and seniors! esp gary.the talking outside my place.ill miss my staircase.haha
da : u stayed over at my place also rem? when u first joined my choir tt night. i rem. =) going thru scores in the middle of the night. ill nvr forget tt too.
tog with the g3'03 gathering at my place just last feb. and papa, mama n manda coming over to my place just the cny tht passed. and how can i forget.
jem! : you also! haha.my place contained memories of you too! =) lots of them also huh? grins.
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saha : though i noe ull prob not read this. but u were one of the first few guys tht came over to my place. =) and we all noe tht.
and dearie kor kor : yay! u finally managed to make it to my place before i shift! =) grins. enjoyed that time we spent. finally we siblings managed to spend quality time tog. =)
ge : u walked me home twice before=) though u nvr really gotta see my place. well u are part of my memories in tp le. all those taking train home tog after work. sigh
daniel : ahaha.u prob not noe tht ill mention u. but we did spend 2 hrs outside my place talking. and all those times we spent viewing the scenery frm the 40 storey flats. and the rooftop park=) you're part of my memories too.
of course.
bernard : all those times we spend outside my hse talking. haha and the playground! and all the walking home times and going out times and travelling times. ill miss them all esp. and sadly, no more chance for u to bring me breakfast anymore =( well.better once den never! =) but glad we had the chance to spend my last morning as a resident in my place tog. =)
and everyone who have been to my place but i failed to mention u all. i treasure all these memories and times we had. thanks for everything.
steph craptaculated at
6:32:00 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
well well.im back to blog again.doing it really discreetly though.anyway.i got it!! hahahah.damn happy! =)
went sentosa with my colleagues on thurs.haha super fun! its been darn loooong since ive been under the sun.think abt 5 mths man.gee anw fun fun.and super good team bonding! shiok.haha oh well.more to come soon when i shift and get my new com.
yes yes.im shifting soon.by vesak day, ill be in my new hse le.sob gonna miss my old place like crap.haii oh well.
da!! haha.feelin bo liao.but ure my favourite girl in e office now! haha.
to my daaarling seniors : i missed you all too! i think u all wld be happy for me cos i got in! =))) grins.i really hope i can meet up with u all soon.love u all! -huggs-
to daaarling adel : we must go out soon kies? hugs. i love you!
to all the dear mothers in the world : happy mothers' day!
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6:15:00 PM
