the stephtaculars

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

wahaha.econs is finally over though im really going to screw up like shit.but heck.im already in the i-dun-give-a-shit mood abt it la.i mean.ok sorry abt the attitude but yeah its only mids la.i am and will study harder once school starts.thats a promise to myself.i wanna sit at the table with the two triple A students nxt march and is part of them this time.so ya.anyway.yay last paper.im happy.my fav paper.heheh exciting.cant wait.one more day of doing maths and its over! (not tht i mind doing it tt is la.) heh.oh well.lalala i wanna watch many many shows=) im bored.and sleepy.going to slp.

steph craptaculated at
3:12:00 PM

Sunday, June 27, 2004

koped this from flea's blog..thanks flea! hmm its damn true..read this for urselves guys.
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Did you know?

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy thier beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?

Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?

Did you know that if y ou ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.

"One day, we mad people will change the world...or we are already changing it " THE BALL IS NOW IN YOUR COURT... If the world were to end in 24 hours,all the phone lines, chat rooms and email will be saturated from people sending messages to others, saying: "I regret having made you feel bad", "Pardon me", "I love you", "I hold you in high esteem", take good care of yourself" and sometimes "I have always loved you, only I never told you".

steph craptaculated at
11:42:00 PM

yay.my internet's back.hah oh well.not exactly feeling very thrilled now.numb is more the word.i mean.look at wad im doing now.blogging when im supposed to be studying and all.lazyyyyy.geee hai.blahblahblah.anyway.choir today was happening.haha almost had full attendance which was damn shiok.plus its been looong since we've had a good practice like today.i think uncle pius is right eh.the choir gets bored doing hymns frm the hymn book.but give us any 4 part pieces or new songs or even hymns in 4 parts wah we get damn excited.haha damn shiok.grins oh well.tht was then la.well after prac, i ended up at macs with darrell and bernard.well had a good chat la.and seriously i felt quite pressured when they started asking me abt my studies.i mean try sitting with 2 of ur closer church friends and they are telling u to study hard..ok tts not the thing tts pressurizing.but more cos both of them are triple A students.siao la.one got triple As in geog hist lit.another got triple As in physics econs maths.hai smart ppl.cannot stand it.unlike me. -shrugs-

newae.hist on sat was bad.but its over.thank goodness.so aiya heck le.she's gonna start all tt nonsense again when results return.hai oh well.heck.

ehh.just realised alot of pple read my blog.the last time i came here and saw the number count was only 90+.3 days im not here and it jumps to 170+.amazing.gee

ok.i shall attempt to study now.

steph craptaculated at
11:09:00 PM

Thursday, June 24, 2004

in school now.my internet is down again.yeah dad cancelled my internet connection.so expect less updates la.dun think he's going to get me my net anytime soon.oh well.good also la.exams are like around the corner.so at least i have one lesser distraction at home.but den again it serves as a super good de-stress-er la. -shrugs- oh well.bah havent really gotten much studying done.quite bad in fact.blahblahblah.finally forced myself to sch to study today.hopefully i can scrap through la.haii oh well.exams start on sat.

sat - history
tues - economics
thurs - maths

den finished! haha.i cant wait! =) hmmm something for me to look forward to.sunday..got mass and choir=) hmmm hopefully the com mtg they are having on sat will have good results la=)

oh well.gotta go back study le.taz=)

steph craptaculated at
2:14:00 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

well.fought with my dearest saha last night again.as usual.over the same thing we've been fighting abt.aiya i dunno la.really dunno wad to do anymore.but i dowan to give up.so i also dunno.argh.

seriously.i think im nocturnal.love the night.dunno why.grins oh well.hmmm just got off the phone with him.started off as a really sincere conversation abt my probs and all..but somehow we started talking abt other stuff.though most of the time we actually talk abt choir and nth else..but hmm.digressing is good.haha anyway.hmmm communicating with him is gettin better..and things seem not too bad.though he may not be wad i expect..but no one's tt perfect out there.plus i guess its a matter of giving and taking.have some and dun have the rest..u noe.but i think i still need to noe him better.im really quite interested.but i hope im not picking up on wrong vibes.

hmm studies been ok.went to sch to do maths with aaron and mr.tan.was damn funny la.haha its like i was laughing amidst the maths questions that i was doing.hehe damn funny.but yeah.learnt curve sketching.=) did econs with ms giam after tt.learnt something new also.but im damn worried abt my hist.this sat leh.havent finished studying yet.jialat.hai oh and i rode in aaron's big red mercs today! went out for lunch in his car with mr tan.haha damn funny.laughed like shit.mr tan's a nice teacher.yeah anyway.aaron can drive la.hahha quite good actually.for a so-called beginner=) heh.

hmm.must study! and hopefully hear frm him again.

steph craptaculated at
12:52:00 AM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

this is called the 99 lame questions.hah must be kena influenced by my kor la.do quizes.haha

1)Starting time: 1045pm
2)Full name: steph ong
3)Nicknames: steph, ong, onglai, turtle, blah.
4)Age: 18 this yr
5)Email: chk out on ur right..its all there
6)Eyes: colour u mean? brownish-black.
7)Height: -shrugs- grins.
8)Siblings: 2.one brother one sister.both younger
9)Been drunk before: no la.
10)Cheated: hehe.sadly yes.
11)Missed school cause of rain: nope.like im allowed to.
12)Set any body part on fire for amusement: for wad? crazy.
13)had a secret from everyone: i guess so.cant rem wad though.
14)Had an imaginary friend: used to.haha when i was really young.
15)Wanted to hook up w/ a kabarkada: wads that?
16)Smacked or grabbed a guys/girls ass: smacked la.haha all the time in fact.
17)Had a crush on a teacher: nahh.
18)Ever thought of animated characters: if u count disney princesses..then yes.=)
19)Ever owned a 'New Kids on the block': is that the joey mcintyre band?
20)Ever prank called someone?: heh.wanted to.esp when i lost my voice.
21)Been on stage: yup.
33)Cried: of course.
34)Been mean: sadly yes.but i feel damn bad after tt.
37)Met someone new: yuppers.
38)Talk to someone you had a crush on?: heh.of course.
39)Missed someone: yeah.i miss my best friend now.miss my crescent friends.miss someone also.=)
40)Hugged someone: yupppers.
41)Fought w/ parent(s): ya.the day before yesterday.
42)Wished upon a star:no star in spore for me to wish upon.
43)Laughed until u cried: haha.definitely yes.try being in crescent.
44)Watched sunrise/sunset: yeappss
46)Went to the beach at night: hmm obs counted?
47)Read a book for fun: i love reading.so wad say u? =)
48)Ate meat? yeahh.
49)Lonely: sometimes.esp this yr.
51)Are you talking to someone online: yeah 3.alan, darrell and meiyan.
59)Who named you: no idea man.
60)Backstreet Boys or N'Sync: none.like both their songs though.
61)Last time u showered: just now?
62)Last thing u said when u talked online: haha?
63)Whats right nxt to you: windows.
64)Whats your computer desk made oF: wood la.
65)Last thing u ate: stingray, rice, curry fish head, kang kong
67)Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: heh.i dunno.somewhere really romantic?
68)Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: the person i love the most and who loves me back.
69)Weather right now: dunno.air-con's on.
70)What did you do last night: talk to my kor on the phone.
72)How do YOU eat an Oreo: just eat lor.open and eat.
73)All time favorite tv show: charmed!
74)Dream car: dunno.nice pretty sleek.not really into cars.
75)What do you want to be: not sure at this current moment.
77)Fav music: any kind as long as i like can le.but i love bernard's playing! and budak!!
79)Fav food: hmm.stingray!
80)Fav day of the week: saturday and sunday!
82)If u could change your name, what would it be?:nope.i love my name.
83)Do you sleep w/ stuffed animal: heh.used to.until my nose got really sensitive.haha
84)What stupid thing u've ever done?: alot.so many until i cannot rem.
85)First son's name: hmm i like seth, josh, ethan.
86)Wife/Husband: huh?
87)First daughter: how abt avelyn, aurora..still got somemore i cant rem.
88)Fave drink: coke.haha
89)You like scary or funny movies better?: funny movies.duh im scared of scary movies.
90)On the phone or in person: in person wld be better.but i dun mind over the phone.
91)Lust or Love: love
92)If you could change something about yourself?: hmmm actually i wldnt la.i love myself.though im short.bleh=)
93)Do you consider cheerleading a sport: hmm.yup.
94)Do you have pets: fish?
95)Who sent this survey to you: my cousin.
96)What do you think about this person: nice pretty girl.love her.
97)What is your fav song?: hmm.aiya too many to even name la.ooh but i love budak pantai songs!!
98)Want others to do survey? dunno.up to them lor.
99) time finished: 1110pm.
cOmMEnT aBt tIS sURVeY: its not 99 questions la.they bluff one.

steph craptaculated at
10:28:00 PM

before i continue blogging..

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! to all fathers out there!

heh.well.yeah i woke up darn late for church today.gee first time i ever overslept man.sheesh anyway.went out for lunch with the lee family..alongside with greg and aileen.well i felt really bad.its like their own daddy day's lunch.and me, and outsider, actually tagging along.but well..aunt pat invited me along after tt..felt really touched cos she was like "ok you're coming along with us for lunch" and jon was like "steph u cant say no to anyone taller den u"..i mean he was suaning me la.but in a good way i guess.felt really nice.hey jeremy!! -waves frantically- if u're reading this right..thanks k=) ur family really rocks.damn nice ppl.heh i mean not including u la..heh grins.jokin la.heh but yeah thanks a mil for inviting me along for lunch.i mean greg they all came along also la.but still i was invited also.so ya.grins.

anyway.went out with my own daddy for dinner at old airport road.food wasnt tt fantastic but.family dinner always tastes nice=) so.had fun la.

tml going back sch.mr tan in the morning for maths.ms giam in the afternoon for econs.argh.5 days left before my hist paper.im damn scared.havent finished studying yet.argh die.

steph craptaculated at
9:39:00 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2004

just finished watching mona lisa smile.its quite nice..very like dead poets society tt kind..just tt my dad didnt turn the volume louder so i didnt managed to catch it.but yeah nice movie..i kinda like it.=) yeah.inspiring and thought-provoking..=) i've decided la.i shall stay on in the choir and continue serving God la.=) hopefully i dun start waivering on my decision again.was ambivalent abt my decision just a couple of nights ago.oh well.didnt do much studying today.real tired.plus wasnt feeling too well.oh i cut my hair.gee now damn short.haha not nice lor.haha esp the fringe.gee oh well. -shrugs- hai.as usual.lazy to continue bloggin.will blog again la.

steph craptaculated at
11:06:00 PM

Friday, June 18, 2004

_{fuck la.my mom just bloody hell spoilt my day.fuck.sorry i can never be the quiet 'yes mummy' kinda daughter.if im fucking not happy with wad u do cos i dun like it.i fucking dun like it.u scream at me to do something.all the more i fucking wont do it.i dont care.God can punish me all He wants.cos i fucking dont care at this point of time.she thinks she can fucking scream at me when she fucking hell has a bad day at work.sorry dun scream at me.cos i fucking dun like it.dun read this if u feel offensive.fuck.i noe i dun allow ppl to use the fuck word and all.but hell.im so fucking pissed off i cant be bothered wad other ppl fucking think.fuck.}

steph craptaculated at
8:22:00 PM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

shiok.just finished 4 hrs of studying with kai.wah brain saturation man.but feels good to be studying again.hopefully i remembered all tht i've studied.been really forgetful for the past mth or so.oh well. -shrugs-

im hungry.

steph craptaculated at
5:36:00 PM

Monday, June 14, 2004

after flipping thru profiles after profiles on friendster..im feeling real nostalgic.esp those profiles of crescentians..hai.i miss the good old crescent days.haha those days with xingxia in sec1 and 2..the drinking water incident..she was drinking water and suddenly she just spit out everything tht was inside her mouth..at me! haha.splash water in the toilet at me also la..haha those were really the days man..and chng!! tt girl.hahaha will nvr forget the times when she and clarice wld sing into the standing fan the marigold jelly pudding song (give me more give me more give me one more!) hahaha.and her silliness with janice goh.haha those were really the days man..the g3 days..hahah adel!! i miss crescent!! sigh.no wonder they say

once a crescentian, always a crescentian

steph craptaculated at
11:31:00 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2004

hah.guess wad.im tired.eyes drooping.but i so dun feel like slping.noe im prob going to die tml during the congress frm lack of slp..but heck.oh well.pms-ing.blahblahblah.feel like crapping but no one to crap with.my usual late nights crap person is in hospital..my poor best fren.hai poor guy.down with knee injury.in the end had to go reconstruct his knee.hope he's fine.oh well.lalala.i feel crappy.need to study.i need studying partners! who's free to go out and study?! bah.saw the seniors in school today btw.missed them loads.oh i didnt blog abt last sat when i was over at trina's place with the rest of the 28th..was fun=) every gathering at trina's place is fun.heh with jiang dan gary trina minsi cheryl shiying anhong sean kenzhang..damn fun=) though the army guys cldnt stop talking abt army army and army.but i missed these army boys man.gee tml's the big day.eucharistic congress.a big hu-ha thing in the Catholic Church of Singapore.damn shiok.heh wonder how it'll feel like.i cant wait man.heh well.think i shld slp.rest my voice for tml.lala oh well.-_-

steph craptaculated at
12:59:00 AM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

after 3 days of LTC..i am shagged.im damn tired.eyes feel puffy.and the worse is tht i am sick.yet again.yeah im losing my voice.got phlegm stuck in my chest or throat.and my nose is runny.gee feel like shit.but i enjoyed myself very much during the camp.damn happy with my group.i had doubts about them at first..but this 3 days..they proved me wrong.some of them really have the potential to go on to greater heights.hopefully they'll be selected for the next exco la.and i've found my successor!! hahah.but hmmmm this person may be pushed to a higher position cos this person is quite capable and quite a few of us think quite highly of this person..will not name who though.but hahah.damn happy.well let me give a lil insight to the camp..at least for me la.camp started fine..the epac consulting was the external trainer this time round.they're nobbad la.the things they organise helped us facils to hmm lets just say form a first impression of alot of them.and well helped me to see some potential leadership in my grp.and my grp damn cute.their group name is M1(ie Mighty Ones or Magnificent Ones) but more under the influence of M1 the svc provider.hahah damn funny.and their name tag the string colour was orange! hahah.exciting lor.so everytime i needed to find them..just look at the string can already! haha.striking la they! grins.but yea.one of the cheers they came up with was like

to the tune of the shanghai beach(tan1) song
M1 (stomp stomp stomp)
Singtel(stomp stomp stomp)
M1, Singtel, which one do you want? (stomp stomp stomp)
I want(stomp stomp stomp)
M1(stomp stomp stomp)
You want Singtel dont come find my one

hahaha.damn funny la.damn lame also lor.but yeah.they were really like my sunshine of the camp.all my lil babies.though everyone in the grp is taller than me.but hah not the pt la.haha went rock-climbing on the second day..hmmm very proud of all of them.cos they all tried abseiling.and most of them did rock-climbing.zonglun-my partner for the camp also rock! haha.yay.damn fun with him arnd..=) i think the hike was the best.though the group started with no sense of urgency..taking their time and all..i was damn proud of them after they got 'warmed-up'.just fantastic la they.but of course they still have more to learn.cos they did make me angry on the first day.keep talking and talking.nvr listen.they're still like tt la..but better le.and hmmm i simply adore them all! amidst their crap and nonsense..but they're still my babies=)

to the 10 members of M1
shirlene, teresa, charissa, phoebe, kai pin, ivan, firmin, wei xiang, ambrose and siong chew
hey darlings.have said wad i wanted to say in my note and my affirmation and debrief to u all.just wanna say steph loves u all k! -hug-

saturday is exco elections already.the 29th is stepping down.im gonna miss my council.gee time passing so quickly.hai 29th rocks man.

steph craptaculated at
9:12:00 PM

Saturday, June 05, 2004

lalllaal.budak pantai rocks!! woooo.they're absolutely the best acapella band la..ok maybe not the best..but whoooo i love their music..their songs..the way they make their music...their humour..most imptly they're nice ppl! rocks.hha and im just counting down to july 16..blue moo again! grins.

hmmm.but other than tht.i've had another slack day.wahlao im damn lazy la.shit.must get myself up again..study!! sheesh.no time le..must piah liao..cannot just slack arnd and all..must start on my work..argh.

steph craptaculated at
12:58:00 AM

Thursday, June 03, 2004

just got this pic of flea's page..this was taken during cny..miss these botaks alot man.

steph craptaculated at
9:26:00 PM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

dang.dirty dancing is absolutely one of my favourite shows..wah tell u..the dance moves are fantastic..and goodness.damn nice la.shiok.go watch ppl.damn old show..but damn nice.=) grins.

today's praise and worship session in church went ok i guess..there were screw-ups as expected..but not too bad la..=) lalala.2 more days to blue moo!!

steph craptaculated at
11:10:00 PM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

watched shrek 2 today.haha tts quite a nobbad show.sweet and rather funny..ok maybe i expected it to be funnier..but its still rather funny..can pass la.=) heh.but yeah laughed like shit at the pinocchio part.haha grins.hmmm i cant find budakumentary in any music stores!! damn irritating.just when i have the money and all to buy it i cant find! argh.oh well..3 days more to blue moo!! hahaha.finally! i've been waiting for a loooooong time for blue moo..and its finally here! exciting.damn happy.lalala oh well.hehe -clap hands- grins.ah i lazy blog.another day la.taaz.

steph craptaculated at
10:56:00 PM

craptaculars

amended wishlist.
1. canon ixus digi cam
2. birks (madrid)
3. bottle of perfume
4. a pair of nice shorts
5. a pair of pretty heels
6. a pair of nice levis
7. money?
8. shopping at zara!!
9. couch/sofa/beanbag
10. ~~new phone.~~
11. ~~nice small water bottle that i will like drinking water from and can fit into my handbag~~
12. chill out at a nice place with good music
13. clothes many many more!
14. ~~hair dryer~~
15. ~~creative speakers and sub-woofer~~
16. the whole set of nora roberts books
17. watch a proper sunrise
18. a nice sporty jacket
19. ~~a medium sized bag & a large sized one like my white bag~~
20. ~~p&w cds~~
21. nice small bible that i can put in my bag to do my daily meditations
22. pretty pencil case thats not too big but yet big enough for me to put all my stationery
23. new pair of spectacles
24. ~~restock my contacts~~

better voice
salsa class!
or simply any dancing class
ahh diving classes! i wanna dive!
driving license hah
someone to go shopping with me
time to join an outside choir i miss singing

~~happiness~~
sleep
time
better health
better time management skills
exercise bleh
^{someone to love me like it will ever be true}