Saturday, May 29, 2004
damn tired.just reached home like not long ago..gee damn tired now.but yeah spent the half the day with
joe and his family again..was fun=) heh.well met
jiang, minsi, trina, shiying and michelle..heh miss them loads=) was supposed to watch
day after tml..but didnt managed to..oh well.*shrugs*
yay! hols le! but man.i really must start studying.my hols is gonna be packed as usual..so i really must start concentrating and all..oh well.
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9:10:00 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
yay.tml no sch.can slp in..like finally.phew damn tired these few days.dunno why also..but den again im always tired.haha oh well.*shrugs* lalala.sian damn tired.must study le man.exams are like in a mths time.really must pia like shit.cannot afford to do badly for my midyrs this time..well as usual my hols are packed cept for the 3rd wk of hols..other than tht its packed with extra lessons and remedials and other stuff..damn busy again.hope i can study 5-7 hrs everyday..den i can guarantee my ACC le.if i dun get ACC for midyrs..i can forget abt getting ABB for prelims..and forget abt my AAB or above for A lvls..hai.study study study.....!
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9:29:00 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
today's a much better day for me.much much better.well went over to
joe's place to teach
amanda after not going over for 2 wks..miss tht girl man.and also yeah i miss
joe and
geralda..they're good ppl.really thankful for them.by a twist of fate and i gotta noe them..
budak rocks.yeah they're really good ppl..nice family.i really feel like im part of their family too..as if
joe's my godpa like tt..but of course not la.but it wld be nice though..he sees me as being part of his family..=) very touched by wad they're doing for me.at least there are ppl who care abt me after all..and not like wad im perceiving it to be..oh well.who really noes? *shrugs*
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10:39:00 PM
Friday, May 21, 2004
you noe wad.i think i shld just shut up n not talk anymore.in this way i wont get into trouble with anyone.and my life really sucks.argghh.shit i dun feel like living la.argh
and im dead tired.
steph craptaculated at
6:35:00 PM
sucks.i have a bloody screwed and f-ed up life now.so ya.i think im the biggest ass and a screwed up bitch.shit.life sucks so bad i dun think i ever want to live again..
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6:31:00 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
hmmm made some changes to my old sian blog.yeah kinda seems like wad im feeling now.wanting and needing a guardian angel right at this pt of time.hai oh well.feeling really tired.and things are gettin quite bad..haiii.sigh im damn tired.just feel like slping.
tml sports carnival.dunno whether i shld be excited not.but must wake up like damn early.oh well.lalala.
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6:21:00 PM
Friday, May 14, 2004
hmmm i think im damn slow.cos i jus discovered tht blogger has a new look.bleh oops.hehe oh well.hmmm end of the wk..finally! haha.glad tt the wkend is here..exciting.but wah sian.tml got econs test.bah at 730 in the morning la.haii there goes my sat morning.oh well.dunno la.oh i so dun feel like doing my nyaa anymore.forget it la.just take it as additional stuff la.i dun even see the imptance of cca anymore.as in not the most impt thing la.i wld rather conc on my studies and try to attain my As..dunno whether i making the right move not..but oh well.*shrugs* hmmm this wk had been ok i guess.been real real tired.sleeping like a big fat disgusting pig.yuck man.and eating like siao.pms-ing summore.hai feel like slping now.but i need to study....arghhhhhhhhh damn sian.lost the drive again.sheeeeshhhhhhh blahblahblah.ignore me.
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3:09:00 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2004
did a love test taken off
trina's blog..quite interesting=)
1. You are attracted to those who are warm and obedience.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.
`love test
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12:02:00 AM
Saturday, May 08, 2004
phew.finally the end of the wk le.had a busy week.den again since when do i not have a busy wk.bleh yeah basically summary of the wk..got banged like shit by
ms yeow on
mon..had a miscommunication with
mel on
mon too..
tues was sucky..
weds cleared things up with
mel den went to watch the
mi vs cj match..the two dearest guys in my life playing again each other..my kor
reuben and best friend
saha.bah yeah and
saha got injured in this match la.and of all person..by my
kor la.i mean its part of the game but still wrong person la.but seein my worst fear coming true right in front of my eyes was really traumatising.yeah
thurs as usual long day and i was damn tired again la.dunno why.been really tired these few days.as in sleeping in class tht sort.plus even how tired i am i dun usually sleep in class..so i guess its pretty bad.oh plus its the day i found out tt certain ppl bitched to my best friend abt me.like wadthehell.cant really be bothered.after all he's
my best friend and im
his best friend..so whatever *rolls eyes*
fri was the day tt
ms yeow yet again reprimanded my class and me.but she did talk to
me peter and kai after lessons..and i guess she was rather nice abt it la.at least not tt wad to me as compared to last time.bah dunno la.damn tired after tt.went home and slept for 5 hrs straight.was still tired after tt.think there's smth wrong with me.*shrugs*
sat which is today..had SATS in the morning for 5 hrs..3 hrs was the main paper..the other 2 hrs was plain waiting.biang.den went to do com service at this old folks home..k la.not as bad as i thought it wld be..
yeah so basically thts how my week passed.lots of stuff this wk la.but haiya dun feel like bloggin here.so bah.yeah
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11:40:00 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
bah.hate my life now.really hate it.everythin seems to go wrong.just when i thought i got my life back in order again..something had to go wrong.i just had to fall again.freak man i tell u.
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8:42:00 PM
