Thursday, April 29, 2004
been a really hectic wk.had 5 tests this wk..damn tiring.plus council is going into its last term le..my last term of office as a councillor..sigh.damn sad.now recruiting new councillors for the next batch of councillors..well revolutionary move.the SC and the CAC are merging to form ONE council..dunno whether its a good move or a bad move..kinda like a coalition govt..but yeah hopefully it turns out well la.yeah oh well.sigh tml is awards presentation ceremony..and ms yeow's test.wah damn scared.i need to do well lor.sian if not she sure bang me again.like always.
oh i realised smth really terrible.my english has deteriorated like no one's business ever since i stepped into cj.really bad.i need
mel and clarice!! no one to pick on my english anymore..and to influence me to speak good and proper english.geez oh well.
hmmm tml
da's birthday..
yeah.shall blog tml la.tata=)
steph craptaculated at
8:19:00 PM
Saturday, April 24, 2004
been loong since i've blogged man.and thats cos my irritating com kana virus and i had to reboot my entire com.which means everythin is gone.argh.
hmmm many things been happening arnd here la.hai dunno la.i guess things are just not going on well for me..but ill survive.i think.anyway i also dunno how to start abt me or update abt me.im just ok i guess.oh well.
*shrugs*
anyway.jus finished watching the movie 'the prince and me'.wah shiok.the guy damn good-looking.haha and..its a nice movie la.i like it.but thought the ending cld be better..but its a good show.i like.if only there was a guy like tt out there man.sigh oh well.not my problem.
hmmm been quite close to
joe and his family...they're nice ppl..like being with them.=) heh.
oh
budak rocks.haha.
steph craptaculated at
10:57:00 PM
Saturday, April 10, 2004
seriously speaking.im not being jealous or wad or sensitive abt the whole issue.but i think my friendship with
saha will never be the same again.bcos simply too much things have changed.
*shrugs* oh well.after all.the whole world is more impt to him wad.plus he's being bastardly to me.i dunno why.im sick of it la.wadever.not worth me being upset over.small thing only.heck.frm now on wadever he does is none of my business.really.so if
you are reading this.good for u.cos im really sick of it already.i may be a bitch to u last time.but i have done wadever i can to make up for it.if u feel tt its not enough.so be it.my conscience is clear.im sick and tired of tryin to be a good friend to u.cos i feel as if im not succeeding.i noe its good friday.God teaches us to be compassionate and kind.i have tried to be patient.i've beared with the countless times tht u have made me feel extra left out and neglected.i really tried.a hand cannot clap on its own.it needs both hands to make a clap.and u're not helping.aiya.dunno why i sayin so much also.i need to pray.tht u'll be able to take care of urself.cos im not going to anymore.well memories will be memories la.hopefully u start to be more sensible abt ur life and abt ur future and abt ur everythin la.if not..there's always dhar and jan to help u..take care.
steph craptaculated at
1:50:00 AM
been loong since i've updated.havent had the mood too la.anyway.went to watch
passion of christ today.and its a damn good show.bcos it strikes the hearts of everyone.esp christians arnd the world.im damn touched by the show.damn inspired.for the first time my good friday has more meaning den ever..for once the gospel made sense to me.maybe bcos i cld finally picture it..rather den jus keep reciting it and reading and forgettin abt it..its a good show.u guys shld go watch it.and yeah.my choir sounded damn good today.wah shiok.they sounded damn good la.haha even
shimon and daryl said it sounded good.eheh.damn happy.haha i seriously think we shld become a night choir rather den a morning choir..cos we really sound better at night..den again we didnt really sound tt fantastic on maundy thurs.heh oh well.=) today was good.
steph craptaculated at
12:41:00 AM
Sunday, April 04, 2004
im better le.i think.but yeah i do sink into my moods now and then.or at least for the past few days la.yeah will update again.but yeah.thanks everyone..for the support u guys give me..love u guys..!
steph craptaculated at
12:02:00 AM
Thursday, April 01, 2004
hai.i jus bawled my eyes out.jus finished crying.i feel numb now.hai.i dunno la.things not going well for me.really not going well for me.yeah sometimes i jus hate talking online.cos its so diff frm talking over the phone.the tone, the expression and stuff like tht are missing.gee i guess wad i was tryin to say was also misinterpreted.not tht i dun appreciate..i do.but maybe it wasnt the time? i was depressed.everythin wldnt go into my dumb skull.sorry.i really am.
hai.stupid me.i really wish i can go into isolation.isolate myself frm everyone else.become a hermit.hai
steph craptaculated at
12:09:00 AM
