Sunday, February 29, 2004
bahh.freaking pissed off with my sis.bloody hell.screamed my head off at her.shit.been long since im this pissed.sheesh.
argh.met
gary and dan ytd..they were teaching me maths.well im so sorry to disappoint u
dan..i doubt i can achieve to the same kind of grades tt u expect frm me..sigh.ok i noe everyone is damn sick of seeing the same old thing on my blog..but hey i really do miss those boys k.all the darlings in my life..
jiang, anhong, trina, minsi, ken zhang, gary, dennis, nicole and cheryl miss them loads.sigh oh well.sometimes i wished things didnt have to change..but i noe they do.tryin real hard to adapt and all la.oh well.
bah.tml cts le.im so not prepared for anythin.dunno la.screw la.wadever la.dunno.argh.fragging irritated with myself.sometimes i really hate myself.i wonder why im like tht.like wad fragging good do i have.blahblahblah.wadever.
oh sorry ppl.dun mean to put u all thru this rubbish.i guess im really jus going through a really bad period in my life.but ill be fine.soon.
steph craptaculated at
9:56:00 PM
Saturday, February 28, 2004
good news: my internet's back! rocks man.wahhaa
bad news: havent been absorbing anything at all.cant seem to rem anythin.mind blocked.mental breakdown.arghh.
argh.
steph craptaculated at
11:59:00 PM
Friday, February 27, 2004
in school again.having night study now.supposed to be studying but cant concentrate.plus i cant understand my econs rubbish.sigh my econs really suck like shit.sigh life's been real bad.damn shittified la.sian.oh well.sucks like shit la life.no hope in anything.oh well.
oh
loi i miss u too.really.sometimes wished tt we were still as close as last time..but hey i still think of u noe=) grins.take care k girl.love ya.
yeah.neway think i shld cont studying le.wish me luck.losing morale like siao.sigh.
steph craptaculated at
9:21:00 PM
Friday, February 20, 2004
in school again.sian.thought i lost my wallet but luckily matilda found it.wah was damn worried man.sigh.been having bad days for the past dunno how many days.sigh i so dun feel like doing anythin.i jus feel like slacking.feel like crying.bad bad bad days.my life's so down and so no life.sucks man.i feel like shit.really like shit.miss
dennis and gary alot.as in really alot.miss
jiang and the rest too.sigh.tml got econs test.havent studied properly yet.how i wish someone wld just show me where to go from here.tell me wad to do.and where to head..cos i feel so directionless.i dunno wad to do with my life anymore.feel terrible.dang.
steph craptaculated at
1:37:00 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
hmm.in school now.using the sch com.bah my internet has finally been cut.so i guess i wont be coming online to blog tt often le.well not tt i actually blog often.bah oh well.school has been really hectic.tests and all flooding in.class has been fun.council...well abit stagnant but ok i guess..everyone's busy with their own lifes and all.and i dunno la.i guess things just change.
last wkend was really hectic for me though.had lotsa fun last wk.enjoyed myself like siao.=) hmmm lets see sat i went to tuition in the morning..den i met
sebast in the afternoon.i swear tht was the most fun part of my wkend.really really had a lot of fun with him.hmm dunno la.well dun think dun think.i dowan to think also la.sun went over to chelsea's place at night..haha was damn funny there la.had a good time catching up with the girls.but before tht i met
gary!!!! hehehee.miss him so much.but wahhh..i didnt get to see
dennis and i wont see him for another 2 wks lor.sighhhh oh well.but nw yeah.
hah.vdae coming.adel and i prob going out together.haha cos her darling is having field camp(quite sad) and i prob not get a date.but who cares? =) grins.go out with her and have fun of our own..grins.yupyup.
lala.feeling quite dumb standing in front of the com..not used to blogging in school.sigh.oh well.
steph craptaculated at
5:10:00 PM
