Saturday, December 27, 2003
oh btw merry christmas everyone.
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Sunday, December 21, 2003
lets see for the first 3 mths..got posted to cj cos i screwed my prelims like shit.didnt like the sch at first.thought orientation was boring..till the last few days..sorry seniors=) ya.den T02.tt class rocks man.haha 8 guys 8 girls.how perfect can it get.we had alot of fun..got to noe alot of ppl inside.. kai..xuemei..shawn..eddie..justin..samuel..ken.. and most imptly got close to reuben.hhaah i noe alot of ppl think i like him.puh-lease.tt idiot is not my type.but yea..got close to tt ass and somehow he became my kor.=) me and darling mel wu got close too..had lots of terrible fights also..but it made our friendship stronger..or at least i hope.not forgetting sebast..this guy is my kai xing guo man..we had lots of fun times together.really.=) appreciate everythin..and most imptly..my 2 yrs and 1 mth of relationship with saha ended there and then..sigh damn sad.but i broke up with him..can nvr forgive myself for the hurt i caused him..still glad we're still best friends..
after the 3 mths..went back again to cj..and now im glad i did.o2 was really terrible..sorry j2s..=) heh.but yea and got posted to T08.and darling adel was in the same class as me! haha.after tt SARS.bloody SARS la.caused alot of probs in my class..esp for hist.sigh oh well.and haha reuben got posted to the same class as me.grins was damn happy..cos he almost went to sa..yea.me and jermy started then and ended within wks..things didnt work out i guess.and the best thing was still the 28th and 29th council.the pple inside the council are one of the best things that has happened to me.stress and pressure and stress and fatigue came crashing down on me as time passed..and thank goodness for the class and council and of course..adel for being the constant source of hearing my bitching abt sch and council and stress..that i actually survived the yr..along the way..T08 had a lil crisis..yan and criz talked abt withdrawing..everyone was affected and the class morale dropped.in the end criz still withdrew..everyone was damn sad..and we still miss her..and luckily yan didnt.and she became my sitting partner also.in class and during econs lect.adel seriously ah i think only loi, tyt and myself can sit beside u man..grins.
this whole yr has been really great.i dunno how to use words to describe and explain.learnt alot also.my parents and i also got closer this yr..and seriously there are alot of ppl i think i must mention..
loi and fia - hey dearies..we've really drifted apart this yr..but i jus wanna let u noe that even though we're no longer close friends..u two are still special to me.hugs love ya=)
mel - hey darling.im glad u found wad u've been lookin for.though we're both in diff schs..u noe im always here for u..hugs u make sure u study hard nxt yr k.or ill go scold shawn.heh love ya darling.
adel - hey girlfriend.u another one.heh glad u found someone..and that things worked out in the end..im glad that we were in the same class..and i stand by my statement..haha i think only tyt loi and myself can sit beside u..it has been great! the bitching and stress-relieving sessions had been wonderful! thanks for being there girl.u rock.ill miss u alot nxt yr.hugs u make sure nxt yr things go well k? im here as always.=)
dionne - hey da.u're the world's greatest dajie k.=) at least to me la.cos u rock.=) i miss singing with u.really.and all these times with u has been great.thanks for being there to listen to my crap and also to knock sense into my skull esp when im stubborn abt stuff..=) hugs.love ya girl.
saha - hey best friend.i noe things has been really really tough on u..and that u jus wanna give up hope on everythin else cos everythin is just terrible.but hey im sure things will pick up.and give her the chance k.i noe once bitten, twice shy but hey u nvr noe wad may happen..so give urself and give her the chance? hugs.i noe things have been tough..everyone hasnt been really fair to u.life is not fair to u..but hey dearie.im still here for u k.and stop the nonsense abt not wanting to disturb me or disturb my life k.love u dear.
reuben - hey kor.those late nights nonsensical talking abt rubbish had been fun.thanks for being the sillyfied kor that i have and for making me laugh with the rubbish tt u say.ppl think u're this bochap and dao fella..but u're one of the sweetest guys arnd..and im glad this stupid silly but sweet guy's my kor=)
sebastian - u're really my kai xing guo..=) nvr failing to cheer me up and making me laugh everytime im with u=) thanks for everything.=)
glenn - twinny=) hey dear.u've been a great twin.seriously.i cant ask for any better twin den u.=) u've been there to listen to my nonsense and to let me scold u to pieces..=) i noe u're also going thru some discovering time of ur own now..and its a lil tough..but hey..jie's always here for u k bro=) love u bro.take care k.hugs
flea - fellow sis and fellow crescentian! im glad that there's another crescentian in the council with me..and that there's someone on the same wavelength as me..noe there's alot of things bothering u..but hey girl..=) pray abt it.=) thanks for those talking sessions..=) its been great with u arnd in the council! love ya girl.
duck - u're the best duck anyone can have.hahah jk.but hey u've been a really good friend this yr..thanks for everythin..really appreciate it.=) really.
lao pa - to the wonderful lao pa of mine..thanks for everythin.noe u're going thru some rough patches now..well dun think so much abt things and dun be cold n mean.its always a joy to be able to give to others love and happiness even though ppl may not repay u..cos ur reward is up there in heaven..=) love ya lao pa=)
xiao tong nu er - hey girl.thanks for being my fellow shortie..=) grins.and of course all the times we shared together..its been great noeing you..and being ur lao ma.grins love u k.
29th council - u guys have been great.though things are not exactly goin smoothly now..but i hope things can get better=) thanks for being there.
dennis - noe u're in tekong now..and u prob wont read it anytime soon..but nonetheless.u've been one of the few seniors that bothered abt the j1s and bothered to teach us and be nice to all of us..and one of the few that are close to me.u've taught me lots of things that i've learnt and the 'intellectual' talks that we had had been enriching.thanks dennis.for everythin.you showed me so much care and concern.=) ill miss you.and ur suaning.gee =)
jiang - u're one of the first seniors i noe this yr..and u're one of the first im close to.thanks for everythin.i noe words may not seem alot..but i still wanna tell u how much i appreciate u.cos of the concern, the care, the love that u've shown me..thanks for everythin.ill miss u too.
trina - trina!! *big hug* with u arnd..jiang cant bully me! grins.thanks for ur lovely concern too.its because of u ppl that i adapted well to cj..=)
sean - hey.yes yes u're the first senior frm the 28th tt i noe.heh and ok i shall thank u for the time that u put in during our internship.=) heh.but seriously thanks for being sean.haha the silly direct and irritating sean.and thanks for the concern that u've shown to me too.=) and all the going home times=) grins.
gary - my duck! hahah.im ur chicken and u're my duck.grins.come to think of it..its thru night study that we became closer right? and partly cos im urs and khairi's successor=) grins.thanks ah gary.for being my other maths tutor.and being there to suan me with dan and for being there to offer concern..and to always tell us to look at the moon if we're studying too hard=) ill miss u too.hugs
minzy ah ma - heh.u silly ah ma.always bullying me and my lao pa.heh but thanks for being the sweet minzy..always msging me to encourage me and say 'jia you' when im down and stressed..=) thanks minsi.love ya.
28th council - to the rest of u seniors..u guys have been wonderful..=) thanks for everythin..=) will miss u all.hugs
jermy - hey dearie.u joker and lamer=) grins.glad things are better btwn us now..at least i have this chance of being friends with u again..=) thanks for being there jermy.yes yes i noe im petite and u love suaning me abt it..=) im glad..ok im sayin this only once..im glad to let u and greg suan me=) grins.love ya boy.
kai - hey girl.frm same og to same class to same class again after 1st 3 mths..=) same surname too! hahah.love the times that we've spent talking..=) thanks for everythin..im glad we're going up to 2T08 together! hugs.love u girl.
yanz - i miss u girl! we so must meet up..but i think by the time i meet u all its 2004 le..=( but im glad to have this chance of getting to noe u better=) u've been a great friend.wanna thank u for everythin girl.=) we shall become sitting partners in 2T08 k? grins.love u too=)
criz - hey! i soo long nvr see u le.miss u=) im sure we'll meet up again during maundy thursday again=) God will see to it..heh glad to have known u..u've been one silly girl.haha=) grins.hugs take care k.=)
maisie - hey girl.it has been wonderful with u in the class=) thank goodness u're going to be in 2T08=) we rock man.heh grins.i miss u and ur horrendous laughter.grins hahah.see u soon darling=) hugs.
T08 - hey ppl.u guys have been a great class.i wldnt have switched u all for another class.=) thanks.love ya all.
Cantate Domino Choir - hey guys! this choir rocks man! even though we may not be as good as the Peter Low's choir..but hey u guys have been really sporting abt lots of things and i've enjoyed every moment and practice with everyone of u..=) in fact im thankful to the Lord for this opportunity to get to noe u all..cos it has been a blessing to me.thanks for helping me to grow spiritually and being friends with me=) love u all!
joe - hey! haha.it has been great noeing u..well not alot of pple ur age bothers abt a girl my age=) grins.hmmm but it has been fun replyin ur mails and talking to u abt things..=) thanks for listening..haha or rather reading=) grins.hehe yup.hope to be able to be amanda's chinese friend=) heh.yup rem to come down sometime to Risen Christ ya? =)
last but not least..
my greatest parents - steph loves u all.alot.im glad we had the chance to spend time together as a family.cos i appreciate this alot.thanks.i love u all.hugs
to everyone else not mentioned..thanks for helping me one way or another.=) steph loves u!
hmmm a super super long entry.=) damn tired now.
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Sunday, December 14, 2003
See what Care Bear you are.
wahahhaha.so exciting! i absolutely love care bears man=) grins.shiok man.
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Thursday, December 11, 2003
now dennis went in le..soon will be gary den jiang, sean, anhong they all..sigh damn sad.all also leaving for tekong.and steph will be missing them..without the seniors that helped me adapt to the hectic and chaotic jc and council life..and being a senior to the j1s coming in nxt yr..sigh.really gonna miss them alot.and not forgetting the female seniors..always showing care and concern to me..always askin me how i am and how am i coping with studies and sch..sigh trina, minsi, cheryl, nicole, fel..sigh 2004 will be so different without the seniors..making noise in the council room..cheering me on and encouraging me to conquer my studies and being there always for my emotional and intellectual self.=(
i miss them.
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003
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Tuesday, December 09, 2003
hmmm zu gong goin in ns le.damn fast.sigh im gonna miss my zu gong.gee zu gong!! ill miss u..u cannot forget me k? =) and must read my blog regularly to noe wads going on with this clumsy girl k? *hugs*
hai.jiang, xiao tong, lao pa and duck left for chiangrai le..miss them.sigh oh well.
damn slack these few days.damn lazy also.
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Sunday, December 07, 2003
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tml choir.den tuition again.
oh i changed my template again.the previous one got smth wrong with the pic.oh well.
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Friday, December 05, 2003
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Thursday, December 04, 2003
hmmm havent been blogging much.yesterday was the j2s grad night.the seniors look terrific man.gosh i miss them.well the emcee sucks like shit.but other than that i think it went ok la.not fantastic but ok.i, as usual, was running arnd like a mad chicken..tryin to make sure the bloody security was ok.thank goodness des did a great job..everyone did a great job that night.or at least thats wad i think.=) i have to repeat this again.the seniors looked terrific! gosh.i almost cldnt recognise them lor.gee=) *hugs* i miss u all so much.
well.im feelin super stoned.guess it must be from last night.super super shagged and tired.slept till 120 this afternoon lor.i slept at 2 last night.and i was almost about to enter dream land when dearest sean had to call and ask me where i was.brillant lor.and i cld hear in the backgrd the seniors' voices and i thought i heard jiang's voice.gee=) oh well.
bah.damn sian damn tired.i wanna slp.bah
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